mardi 28 mai 2013

BOLD WHAT APPLIES... ›


it’s night right now
There’s something else you should be doing at the moment.
You ate chicken today
There’s a nearby TV on.
You get along with your neighbors.
Twilight is a horrible series.
You’re hungry right now.
You have worked out today.
Running a mile sounds awful.
You have a job.
You love to bake Christmas cookies.
Your parents are still together.
You woke up before 11 this morning.
Baths are better than showers.
You are 5’5” or shorter.
You hate British accents.
Victoria’s Secret is a good store.
Cats are better than dogs.
The 90’s sucked.
Your cell phone is right next to you.
Your favorite color is either blue or purple.
Your hair is short.
You are by yourself right now.
The last thing you drank was water.
You’re in your PJ’s right now.
Your hair color is natural.
Fred from Youtube is annoying
You don’t drink soda.
There’s at least $20 in your wallet.
It’s cold out.
Orange juice is better than Apple juice.
You love someone right now.
Video games are awesome.
Your sheets are white.
You have read works by Shakespeare before.
You know someone in the hospital right now.
You know someone who has beaten cancer.
Sneakers are your favorite shoes to wear.
Chocolate is better than vanilla.
You’re allergic to peanuts.
You’ve never been to New York City.
You’ve never been on a varsity sports team.
You want to go to Europe.
You’re using a laptop right now.
You have cheated on someone before.
Your friends do drugs.
School is too early.
Your nails/toe nails have nail polish on them right now.
You’re Italian.
You have a tan right now.
You bite your nails.
You’ve been on a diet before.
Hot Topic is scary.
There are socks on your feet right now.
You’ve used a hair straightener.
Shopping online is easier than shopping in an actual store.
Cheesecake is delicious.
You have gotten your hair cut in the past month.
Your birthday is within the next 2 months.
You’ve been rejected.
Comedies are better than action films.
Math is the best subject.
You are fluent in more than one language.
You love Greek food
You consider yourself a picky eater.
You have more than 3 pillows on your bed.
You live with at least one parent.
You’re happy right now.
You are a highschool graduate
You have a pet cat. 
You were born before April 5th 1991
You have brown hair.
You have blue eyes.
You are in a relationship
You can count to 20 in another language.
You have studied a foreign language.
You own a vehicle that is older than a 2004.
You have worked 3rd shift.
You have worked in a fast food restaurant.
You drove somewhere that was further than a half hour away today.
You live in New Jersey.
You live in Montana.
You live in Pennsylvania.
Your last name begins with an ‘M’.
Your middle name begins with a ‘C’.
Your first name begins with an ‘S’.
You are older than 19
You are younger than 16.
You are an only child.
Your parents are divorced.
Your parents are not married, but together.
You have more than one sibling.
You are a vegetarian.
You have a gym membership.
You are in the military.
You have a relative in the military.
You have been to Canada.
You have been to Mexico
You have been to Europe.
You are currently enrolled in college/university 
You have done something you told yourself you wouldn’t.
You have braces.
You wear contact lenses.
You have a tattoo on your ankle
You have a tattoo on your wrist.
You have a tattoo on your lower back.
You have a tattoo on your upper arm.
You have a lip piercing.
You have a tongue piercing.
You have your nipples pierced.
You have your cartilage pierced.
You have curly hair.
You have received flowers from someone in the last 2 months.
You are engaged.
You are married.
You have children.
You are an aunt or uncle.
Your bedroom walls are blue.
Your bedspread is red.
Your bedroom carpet is beige
You have been out to eat at a sit-down restaurant in the last week.
You have been drunk in the past 24 hours.
You have lost your virginity before you turned 16.
You are bisexual.
You watch Scrubs.
You watch American Idol.
You have been to the movies within the last month.
You had a lunch box with a cartoon character on it when you were little.
You actually pay attention to politics
You have kissed someone within the last week.
You have kissed three or more people in the past year.
You were told you looked cute today.
You were hugged today.
Your best friend is the opposite sex.
You had a date to prom
You are always on time.
You have done something illegal within the last 24 hours.
You have ridden an elevator within the last 3 days.
You have spent the night at someone else’s house within the last 2 weeks.
You have been out of the country within the last year.
You love Chinese food.
You love Italian food.
You love Mexican food.
You love country music.
You like rap.
You love hip hop.
You love pop.
You love punk rock.
You love hard rock
You love metal.
You love classic rock
You love bluegrass
You love oldies
You love techno.
You love instrumental music.
You know someone younger than 10 who passed away.
You have taken pictures of yourself just because you were bored.
You have been in a car wreck.
You have had stitches.
You have a parent who is a teacher.
You have a savings account.
You have dated someone who was 2 years younger than you.
You have dated someone who was 2 years older than you.
You have broken up with someone for someone else.
You have been cheated on.
You are Catholic.
You are Mormon.
You are Buddhist.
You are Agnostic.
You wish at 11:11.
You have had your current job for more than 3 months.
You have had your heart broken.
You broke someone else’s heart.
You felt bad about it.
You have done something just for the fact that you were old enough to.
You have been to a cemetery at midnight.
You have been a vampire for Halloween
You have been a witch for Halloween.
You have been a pumpkin for Halloween
You have stayed up for 48 hours straight.
You have been to walmart in the past 3 days.
You own a pair of scrubs.
You own a cowboy hat.
You own a leather coat.
You are missing someone right now.
You have been let down recently.
You have had someone you thought you could trust betray you.
You would rather have a one-night stand than a relationship.
You would rather win $500 from the lottery, than guest on a game show.
You have met someone famous.

Motivation ?

Chaque fois qui a un problème, je me sauve en courant. J'ai toujours été comme ca. J'affronte rien dans ma vie, j'fais seulement endurer et j'marrange et je pleure et j'ai mal. Mais la, j'peux pas. J'peux pas me sauver, j'peux pas me dire que j'ai juste à changer de cap. J'ai fais un DEC pour rien. J'dois m'afficher. YO, j'ai étudier pendant 3 ans, j'ai donnée tout ce que j'avais, même mon coeur tabarnak, et j'ai rien en retour. Et j'essaie. J'essaie. Mais la réponse c'est toujours non.
Et quand j'ai un problème je me sauve.. Je l'évite. Mais celui la il est inévitable. Celui la, c'est sur ma vie au grand complet qu'il joue.
J'ai envie de me sauver de ma vie.

30 things about me


Je fais comme Patricia parce que ca me tente bon.

1- J'ai 22 ans
2- Je termine mon DEC en technique de médecine nucléaire demain
3- J'ai un examen de l'ordre dans exactement 2 semaines
4- J'ai toujours pas trouver d'emploie
5- J'aime le rose
6- J'aime bien le maquillage aussi
7- J'aime les chats
8- J'ai environ 10000 de pots de crème parce que j'ai la peau ridiculement sèche
9- J'ai toujours froid
10- J'aime bien ca marcher
11- I need to clean up this mess in my head
12- J'aimerais retourner dans le temps, de 3 ans
13- Je porte des lunettes
14- J'ai un iphone 5
15- Je suis déjà aller dans un sex shop
16- J'aime voyager, malheureusement, je n'ai pas été assez loin à mon goût
17- J'essaie toujours de m'enfuir de mes problèmes.
18- J'aime ca regarder les garcons
19- Je trippe sur les gens qui ont de belles veines
20- Je suis addic au souliers
21- J'pourrais gaspiller 1000$ au carrefour laval en une soirée !
22- J'ai 5 tattoo, 3 piercing
23- Je deménage jeudi
24- J'aime les Jonas Brothers
25- J'aime ca regarder des dessins animés !
26- J'aime le vin rouge
27- Je suis la pire gaffeuse de la terre
28- J'ai jamais ce que je veux
29- Mon meilleur ami c'est un gars
30- I wish I was nothing like me

lundi 20 mai 2013

You already won. You got the boy. C'était déjà fait tabarnak. T'avais rien à prouver à personne. I am, for sure, never gonna be like you.

dimanche 19 mai 2013


Oh, I still dream of a simple life
Boy meets girl, makes her his wife
But love don't exist when you live like this
That much I know, yes, I know

All these roads steer me wrong
But I still drive them all night long, all night long
......................................-Bruno mars

samedi 18 mai 2013


  • Robin: Chemistry. If you have chemistry, you only need one other thing.
  • Ted: What's that?
  • Robin: Timing. But timing is a bitch.


I'm sorry that because of me you call yourself a jerk. Habituellement les gars qui le sont arrive pas à le savoir and I guess that it does really sucks to think that of yourself. J'suis désolée de pas passer par dessus toi, j'veux juste pas oublier à quel point j'étais bien et à quel point j'étais heureuse quand j'étais dans tes bras. Never forget that. Et j'suis désolée d'être moi, j'suis désolée de ne pas avoir été assez, j'suis désolée d'être compliquée, de pleurer, j'suis désolée d'en faire tout un drame, j'suis désolée de tout ruiner tout l'temps, de foutre de la marde partout. J'aurais jamais pensée que ca aurait pu causer autant de problèmes. J'suis désolée d'avoir le sentiment que t'es pas à ta place, j'suis désolée d'avoir autant à te donner mais surtout de pas te donner ce que tu voudrais que je te donne...

dimanche 12 mai 2013

I always have, I always will.






Aren't you something to admire
Cause your shine is something like a mirror
And I can't help but notice you reflect in this heart of mine
If you ever feel alone and the glare makes me hard to find
Just know that I'm always parallel on the other side


Show me how to fight for now 
And I'll tell you, baby, it was easy 
Coming back into you once I figured it out



J'espère que tu comprends à quel point ca me brise le coeur. J'espère que tu comprends que je veux pas faire de drame ou whatever, j'ai jamais rien demander, j'ai jamais rien voulu de tout ca. Et j'comprendrais jamais, jamais pourquoi toi. C'que jte demande right now, c'que j'veux pour de vrai c'est que tu fasse juste vivre ta vie pi sois heureux pi j'aurais toujours des nouvelles de toi et j'saurais toujours ou t'es rendu et qu'es-ce que tu deviens, qu'es-ce que tu fais.. Mais j'peux pas me permettre de te laisser de mon temps. 
I loved you yesterday, I love you still. I always have I always will. And love is'nt about how much you say I love you but how much you prove that it's true. I prove you. Jte l'ai toujours dis, j'te lai toujours prouvée. When it comes to you I'm never good enough. Then go ahead, passe à côté de moi, j'suis désoler de pas vouloir faire partie de ta vie en tant qu'amie. J'y arrive pas. J'suis désoler qu'on puisse pas être la l'un pour l'autre. J'y arrive pas. C'est tout. I can't pass my life wondering what will happens next or if something will happen and I can't just supose that it won't happen, I have to make a choice. I can't have you in my life if it's breaking my heart. J'ai pu la force, j'ai pu le courage non plus. And god know how I tried ! 


There's always better.



And then she got everything I ever wanted, and everything I had. 
Go ahead, steel my life. It was crap anyway.