dimanche 18 août 2013

''ouais mais on est pas comme les autres''

Aren't you scared to wonder what it could have been to give me that one little chance, aren't you scared it hunt you your whole life ?.
Try to find someone that will give you that much. 
Tu te rappelle quand je disais que je sentais au fond de moi que c'etait pas fini ? Que ca allait jamais finir ? Well it died. I'm sorry about that but I have to tell you that I'm not waiting for you anymore, I won't waste one more minute of my life to try to attain you, I already gave to much. 
And yes it feel weird. Accepter, enfin, de laisser partir ce que j'ai toujours voulu et finalement comprendre que non, I will never have it. J'ai arrêter de me dire que y'avais des chances qu'un jour tu réalise tout ca. J'ai arrêter. 
And even if I will love you for the rest of my life (and i couldn't be more certain about it) la prochaine fois que tu voudra te fendre dans ma vie you'll have a no for answer. 




Long were the nights when my days once revolved around you
Counting my footsteps praying the floor won't fall through again
And my mother accused me of losing my mind but I swore I was fine
You paint me a blue sky and go back and turn it to rain
And I lived in your chess game, but you changed the rules everyday
Well, maybe it's just me and my blind optimism to blame
Or maybe it's you and your sick need to give love then take it away
And you'll add my name to your long list of traitors who don't understand
And I'll look back and regret how I ignored when they said run as fast as you can
You are an expert at sorry and keeping lines blurry, never impressed by me acing your tests
All the girls that you've run dry have tired, lifeless eyes cause you've burn them out
But I took your matches before fire could catch me
So don't look now
I'm shining like fireworks over your sad, empty town







mercredi 14 août 2013

un tabarnak de point final.
esti que la seule façon de faire en sorte qui aille rien qui soit compliqué c'est quand on se parle pu. j'suis tannée de finir toujours déçu. J'suis tannée que t'agisse en esti de cave, you don't want me ? Fine, then let me go somewhere else, pi fais pas ton esti d’égoïste, fais pas tes petites mini crises qui ont une limite super mince avec la jalousie. I'm fucking trying to be friend. C'est ça que tu voulais fak agis donc en ami esti.

dimanche 11 août 2013


Honey you're my golden star
I know you can make my wish come true
If you let me treasure you

mardi 6 août 2013

You know how awkward I am.. Well I swear, when I'm talking to you, I feel like I'm at level 683 of awkwarness.

jeudi 1 août 2013

just so you know. i changed my number and you're gonna have to find a better way to have it.

And I do, want you to know I think you'd be good to me and I'd be so good to you

God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, 
the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference...

On s’en crisse, elle va toujours être la fille qu’il a choisie à ma place. Elle pourrait ressembler à Chewbacca pis j’la trouverais quand même plus smatte, plus belle et moins poilue que moi. 

Ça marche jamais, je l’sais plus quoi être. Confiante mais pas castrante. Agace, mais pas trop. Fine, mais pas trop. Bitch, mais pas trop. Cochonne, mais pas trop. Qu’est-ce que vous voulez?