I see all that you are, when you don't really see it yourself.

I'm scared because I can't change how I feel about you. I keep reminding myself that you'll never see me the way I see you. I keep telling myself that I'll just end up hurts, and that after you leave, I'll be even more alone and confused and messed up than before. I keep thinking of all the reasons why I shouldn't let myself feel anything for you at all. But no matter how hard I try, none of it seems to matter. The moment I see your face or hear your voice, I'm yours all over again. And sometimes I wonder how someone's heart grows so cold, and I think that maybe it's because for while, it was left out in the rain. You know some days I struggle, when there's nothing left to say, because I still don't know how to convince you, that out of everyone, and all the ones that leave, I'm always the one still standing there, with an umbrella, just big enough, to cover your heart.